Thing I miss the most

Using my brain

I actually miss using my brain to think! Okay, maybe that sound bimbotic. Let me put it in nicer way, I miss studying! I know what a shocker. Me and studying. Haha. But when you are holidaying, you hardly used your brain. Your brain is like this frozen jelly on top of your head. No function barely useable and 1.25kg of excess weigh. You feel stupid sometime. Silly most of the time. Intelligent almost none. Well, at least that's how i usually feel during holiday.

People would say to me 'Oi get a job la, you lazy bum'. I would almost instantly answer back 'Oi the whole point of holiday is to do nothing'. Right? God, I hope I'm right. If not, then I have been wrong almost all my life. That is not something I want to find out.

Most people I know would definitely get a job during holiday. One of my friend is doing her short semester and also working at the same time. I feel so useless. But then again I'm not most people 'wink'.

I would like to think of myself as part bohemian wannabe and part hippie minus the atrocious bell-bottom and drugs but peace sign all the way baby. I know that is ambitious even for someone who thinks that Malaysian film industry can still be save from the flooding and suffocating cheesy and cheap love story film. Like i said I'm not most people. Or if there someone else who thinks that our film industry can be save, please pat yourself, you have done your country proud by doing the noble deed of admitting that Malaysia have a film industry although the quality of it can always be debatable.

Yes, I know I am talking nonsense. Am trying to used my frozen brain.

Nevertheless, I'm still serious about the part bohemian and part hippie minus bla bla bla. I mean if Elizabeth Bennet can reject Mr.Darcy first proposal or Robert De Niro can play Captain Shakespeare character in Stardust so convincingly why can't I be what i want to be. It is my right to be what i want to be even if the outcome of my rightful ambition turn sour.

So where this lead to? I have no idea. But I'm going to stop now. Before I'll start rambling about Dylan Thomas to Rachel Bilson to Stephan Hawking.

Please forgive me for this mysteriously strange post I am merely a lazy bum trying her best to used her frozen brain.